Description: CHAPTER ONE Euit Village, Devil''s Boot on Wilde Island -- Falcon Moon, April 1210 Knife in hand, I crouched under the willow. Father''s dragon skimmed over the river, her crimson scales blazed blood red across the surface. Her searing cry rang through the valley. Dragons live more than a thousand years; their turning eye sockets allow them to look forward and back, seeing past and future, patterns in time we humans can never see. My eyes were fixed on smaller things. Today he will tell me. Today I will know. I took my knife to the ends of my hair. Crow-black strands in my hand, red-toned where the morning sun struck them . The auburn from my English mother was nearly swallowed by the black, but I could not hide what I was: a girl, a half English. Under the willow, I covered the strands with soil. I''d buried much in this secret place. Tying back what remained, I went to wash Father''s medicine pots in the river. "Uma!" Ashune raced down the muddy riverbank, her baby screaming in her arms. "Help him please!" I scrambled ashore, dripping. "What''s happened?" "A bee stung him. And he . . . look!" She pulled back Melo''s blanket. His waving arm was red and swollen as a rotting plum. I gripped his tiny wrist. He wailed as I pulled the stinger out. "Was he stung in other places?" "No, just here." Her eyes were wide. "Why is it so swollen?" I heard a wheezing sound between cries. His throat was swelling shut. "It''s a bad reaction." Ashune hugged him to her chest. "He needs medicine, Uma." My father, the Adan, was the only healer in our village. He''d gone to Council Rock to speak to the elders on my behalf. I didn''t expect him back for hours. Melo coughed, shuddered. "Help him, Uma. Please!" "I can''t. Only the Adan can--" "You''re the Adan''s apprentice," she cried. "Look at him. He can hardly breathe!" "Wait here." I raced uphill to the healer''s hut and ran my hand along the shelves. This could cost me my apprenticeship. But how could I let Melo suffocate? All Father''s hard work bringing Melo into the world would be in vain if he died, and Father was away just now because of me. I grabbed the elixir I''d seen Father use and a jar of sooth-salve. Little Melo was turning blue by the time I reached him again. "Hold his mouth open, Ashune." Holy Ones, help me help him. Our law was clear. No one but the Adan could heal the sick, but still I spilled three green drops on Melo''s tongue. So the law is broken in drops, I thought. "Swallow it, little one, swallow." Breathe. The world grew silent as I listened to his ragged sounds between each cry. I could not hear the wind in the branches, the rushing river; only Melo struggling for air. "It''s not working," Ashune cried. "Pray," I said. I dosed him again, gently ran my fingers along his throat to help him swallow. Melo was conceived thanks to Father''s magnificent fertility cure. Breathe. Our small Euit tribe needed every child. Live. Melo squirmed, sucked in air, and shuddered all over. He kicked in his blanket. Was the soft brown color coming back to his face? I gripped the elixir jar tight, watching him. He took a few more breaths that didn''t sound thick or strained. And with his breathing, other sounds returned--the breeze in the willows, the singing river. "Holy Ones, you did it." Ashune wept with joy, rocking her boy between us. She was a year older than me, eighteen when she bore Melo. It wasn''t an easy labor. I wanted to hold him too: weep and rest my cheek against his downy head, but I had never seen my father do such a thing when he cured the sick. A healer kept his dignity. And his distance. I rubbed the sooth-salve on Melo''s swollen arm, scooped out more of the ointment, and wrapped it in a leaf. "Rub this twice more on him today. Hide it in between." Ashune took the leaf. "Tell no one you came to me," I said. "I won''t tell." She looked at me, silent a moment. The word Euit means "family." Our chieftain said we were one family. We all belonged. It wasn''t that simple for me. Ashune''s mother caught us playing by the river together when I was six, she seven, and told her to keep away from the half English. I looked more like Father than Mother, with his skin, high cheekbones, and dark eyes, but that did not count for much back then. I knew I didn''t belong. Not long after that, I buried my girl''s clothes under the willow, left my mother''s side, and went to serve my father the Adan to become a person of value in the tribe. Ashune rocked Melo. "Thank you, Uma." Since the day her mother dragged her off, things had been awkward between us. "I have washing to do," I said, glancing down at the pots. She hesitated, but I waved her on. "Go. Melo should sleep." Ashune''s colorful woven skirts brushed past clumps of wild iris as she climbed back up the riverbank. Melo made a contented cooing sound. He was one of just five infants born to us after nine years of emptiness and waiting. No one knew why our women had stopped having children. Had some plague infected us? Had something entered our food or water? We still didn''t know, but after years of seeking, my father found the plants he needed to make his fertility potion. I''d held Melo the night he was born. Today I''d cured him--maybe even saved his life. My heart swelled, tightening the binding cloth around my breasts as I watched Ashune heading back to the village. In our family hut just before dinner, Mother gave me a new belt with twelve red dragons woven in it. Her green eyes shone with delight above her freckled cheeks. The belt was her wordless way of telling me she expected good news when Father came home. I clung to the belt, admiring her fine craftsmanship. Hoping. More than that, believing she was right. Mother said, "I wove some of my hair into each dragon." She''d done the same with Father''s sixteen-dragon belt. Her auburn strands gleamed in the red wool, adding vibrant orange tones. I hugged her before cinching it around my waist like a power charm, then stepped outside to wait for the Adan. Today he will tell me. Today I will know. In the hut, Mother sang to herself as she grilled the tuki peppers, Poppies and roses in her hair. She is queen of the May. Oh sing to her gladly and never sing sadly, she is the light of our day. She loved the English ballads from her childhood, but I was no queen of the May. I looked beyond the cone-shaped rush roofs to the thick forest climbing steeply beyond the village and felt a small flutter of excitement as Father came down the trail with his herbing basket. I knelt and touched the Adan''s feet with reverence before he entered our hut. At dinner I could hardly eat around all my unasked questions. Father, for his part, seemed to be chewing his thoughts. I''d served as his apprentice for ten years, but no girl has ever become an Adan. If the chieftain agreed today, I''d be the first. Father hadn''t accepted my help that first year; still I persisted. He did not like girlish chatter, so I was silent. He did not like weakness, so I stayed strong. He was never ill, so I was never ill--or if I was, I never let him know it. I rubbed the old scar bisecting my palm. Tell me, Father. He bit. He chewed. "I spoke with the chieftain about you," Father said at last, dusting the crumbs from his mat. "Your path is chosen, Uma." I hooked my thumb through my new belt, tugging the flying dragons tighter against my waist, circling Uma Quarteney. Healer. Adan. Father said, "You are to marry the hunter Ayo Hadyee in the time of Fox Moon." My stomach seized. "M . . . marry? But my healer''s path . . . Didn''t you ask the chieftain, Adan?" "You have been a great help to me, Uma, but I''ve put things off too long. I should have started training a male apprentice sooner." "What male could learn as much as I already know?" "Mi tupelli," he said softly. Mi tupelli --my lad. The nickname raked my heart. "Don''t call me that. Not now!" His brows flew up. I''d never raised my voice to him before. "It''s been decided," Father said. "As a female, you can be an Adan''s helpmate. Never a healer." "Then why this?" I tugged my tunic down to the fox mark below my collarbone. "Why did you burn the pattern of my Path Animal on my skin if I was never meant to be a healer?" Such burns were reserved for warriors, elders, healers. I gloried under the excruciating pain the night he pressed the tip of the hot wire to my skin again and again until the tiny fox was complete. I took it as a sign I would become an Adan. A healer would not be shunned for being half English. A healer is needed. A healer belongs. And more than anything, I''d wanted to belong. Father took Mother''s hand. "Paths can change directions, Uma. I know you dreamed of more, and for a time I also thought . . . but our laws guide us. It''s good for you to marry. You know how much we need children." "I''m needed as a healer. People have learned to accept me as your apprentice." An acceptance that was hard-won. "I know how to help you treat our women with Kuyawan so they can have the children we need. Who else can do that?" Father''s mouth was a stern line. I said, "Does Ayo even want to marry a half English, a girl who does not cook or garden or weave, a girl who

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