Description: Chapter 1 Manet Hall, Louisiana December 30, 1899 The baby was crying. Abigail heard it in dreams, the soft, unsettled whimper, the stirring of tiny limbs under soft blankets. She felt the first pangs of hunger, a yearning in the belly, almost as if the child were still inside her. Her milk came down before she was fully awake. She rose quickly and without fuss. It gave her such pleasure-that overfull sensation in her breasts, the tenderness of them. The purpose of them. Her baby needed and she would provide. She crossed to the recamier, lifted the white robe draped over its back. She drew in the scent of the hothouse lilies-her favorite-spearing out of a crystal vase that had been a wedding present. Before Lucian, she''d been content to tuck wildflowers into bottles. If Lucian had been home, he would have woken as well. Though she would have smiled, have stroked a hand over his silky blond hair as she told him to stay, to sleep, he would have wandered up to the nursery before she''d finished Marie Rose''s midnight feeding. She missed him-another ache in the belly. But as she slipped into her night wrapper, she remembered he would be back the next day. She would start watching for him in the morning, waiting to see him come galloping down the allZe of oaks. No matter what anyone thought or said, she would run out to meet him. Her heart would leap, oh, it always leaped, when he sprang down from his horse and lifted her off her feet into his arms. And at the New Year''s ball, they would dance. She hummed to herself as she lit a candle, shielding it with her hand as she moved to the bedroom door, out into the corridor of the great house where she had once been servant and was now, well, if not daughter of the house at least the wife of its son. The nursery was on the third floor of the family wing. That was a battle she''d fought with Lucian''s mother, and lost. Josephine Manet had definite rules about behavior, domestic arrangements, traditions. Madame Josephine, Abigail thought as she moved quickly and quietly past the other bedroom doors, had definite ideas on everything. Certainly that a three-month-old baby belonged in the nursery, under the care of a nursemaid, and not in a cradle tucked into the corner of her parents'' bedroom. Candlelight flickered and flew against the walls as Abigail climbed the narrowing stairs. At least she''d managed to keep Marie Rose with her for six weeks. And had used the cradle that was part of her own family''s traditions. It had been carved by her grand-p're. Her own mother had slept in it, then had tucked Abigail in it seventeen years later. Marie Rose had spent her first nights in that old cradle, a tiny angel with her doting and nervous parents close at hand. Her daughter would respect her father''s family and their ways. But Abigail was determined that her child would also respect her mother''s family, and learn their ways. Josephine had complained about the baby, about the homemade cradle, so constantly that she and Lucian had given in. It was, Lucian said, the way water wears at rock. It never ceases, so the rock gives way or wears down. The baby spent her nights in the nursery now, in the crib made in France, where Manet babies had slept for a century. It was a proper if not cozy arrangement, Abby comforted herself. Her petite Rose was a Manet. She would be a lady. And as Madame Josephine had pointed out, again and again, other members of the household were not to have their sleep disturbed by fretful cries. However such matters were done in the bayou, here in Manet Hall, children were tended in the nursery. How her lips curled when she said it. Bayou-as if it were a word to be spoken only in brothels and bars. It didn''t matter that Madame Josephine hated her, that Monsieur Henri ignored her. It didn''t matter that Julian looked at her the way no man should look at his brother''s wife. Lucian loved her. Nor did it matter that Marie Rose slept in the nursery. Whether they were separated by a floor or a continent, she felt Marie Rose''s needs as she felt her own. The bond was so strong, so true, it could never be broken. Madame Josephine may win battles, but Abigail knew she herself had won the war. She had Lucian and Marie Rose. There were candles glowing in the nursery. Claudine, the nursemaid, didn''t trust the gaslight. She already held Marie Rose and was trying to quiet her with a sugar tit, but the baby''s fists were shaking, little balls of rage. "Such a temper she has." Abigail set the candle down and was laughing as she crossed the room, her arms already outstretched. "Knows what she wants, and when she wants it." Claudine, a pretty Cajun with sleepy dark eyes, gave the baby a quick cuddle, then passed her off. "She hardly made a fuss yet. Don''t know how you hear her way off downstairs." "I hear her in my heart. There now, bZbZ. Maman''s here." "Diaper''s wet." "I''ll change her." Abigail rubbed her cheek on the baby''s and smiled. Claudine was a friend-a battle won. Having her established in the nursery, in the household, gave Abigail comfort and the companionship none of Lucian''s family would offer her. "Go on back to bed. Once she''s nursed, she''ll sleep till morning." "Good as gold, she is." Claudine brushed fingertips over Marie Rose''s curly hair. "If you don''t need me, maybe I''ll take a walk down to the river. Jasper, he''s gonna be there." Her dark eyes lit. "I told him maybe, if I can get away, I come down around midnight." "You oughta make that boy marry you, ch're." "Oh, I''m gonna. Maybe I run down for an hour or two, if you don''t mind, Abby." "I don''t mind, but you be careful you don''t catch nothing more than some crawfish. Anything more," she corrected as she prepared to change Marie Rose''s soiled linen. "Don''t you worry. I''ll be back before two." She started out through the connecting door and glanced back. "Abby? You ever think, when we were kids, that you''d be mistress of this house one day?" "I''m not mistress here." She tickled the baby''s toes and had Marie Rose gurgling. "And the one who is''ll probably live to a hundred and ten off of spite just to make sure I never am." "If anybody could, it''d be that one. But you will be, one day. You fell into the luck, Abby, and it looks real fine on you." Alone with the baby, Abby tickled and cooed. She powdered and smoothed, then tidily fastened the fresh diaper. When Marie Rose was tucked into a fresh gown and swaddled, Abby settled in the rocker, bared her breast for that tiny, hungry mouth. Those first greedy tugs, the answering pull in her womb, made her sigh. Yes, she''d fallen into the luck. Because Lucian Manet, the heir of Manet Hall, the shining knight of every fairy tale, had looked at her. And loved. She bent her head to watch the baby nurse. Marie Rose''s eyes were wide open, fixed on her mother''s face. A tiny crease of concentration formed between her eyebrows. Oh, she had such hope those eyes would stay blue, like Lucian''s. The baby''s hair was dark like her own. Dark and curling, but her skin was milk white-again like her papa''s rather than the deeper tone, the dusky gold of her Cajun mama''s. She would have the best of both of them, Abby thought. She would have the best of everything. It wasn''t only the money, the grand house, the social position, though she wanted that for her children now that she had tasted it herself. It was the acceptance, the learning, the knowing you belonged in such a place. Her daughter, and all the children who came after, would read and write, would speak proper English, proper French, in fine voices. No one would ever look down on them. "You''ll be a lady," Abigail murmured, stroking the baby''s cheek as Marie Rose''s hand kneaded her breast as if to hurry the milk along. "An educated lady with your papa''s sweet heart and your mama''s good sense. Papa''ll be home tomorrow. It''s the very last day of a whole century, and you have your whole life to live in it." Her voice was quiet, a singsong rhythm to lull both of them. "It''s so exciting, Rosie, my Rosie. We''re going to have a grand ball tomorrow night. I have a new gown. It''s blue, like your eyes. Like your papa''s eyes. Did I tell you I fell in love with his eyes first? So beautiful. So kind. When he came back to Manet Hall from the university, he looked like a prince coming home to his castle. Oh, my heart just pounded so." She leaned back, rocking in the fluttering light of the candles. She thought of the New Year''s celebration the next evening, and how she would dance with Lucian, how her gown would sweep and swirl as they waltzed. How she would make him proud. And she remembered the first time they had waltzed. In the spring, with the air heavy with perfume from the flowers, and the house alight like a palace. She''d sneaked into the garden, away from her duties, because she''d wanted to see it so much. The way the gleaming white hall with its balusters like black lace stood against the starry sky, the way the windows flamed. Music had spilled out of those windows, out of the gallery doors where guests had stepped out for air. She''d imagined herself inside the ballroom, whirling, whirling, to the music. And so had whirled in the shadows of the garden. And, whirling, had seen Lucian watching her on the path. Her own fairy tale, Abby thought. The prince taking Cinderella''s hand and drawing her into a dance moments before midnight struck. She''d had no glass slipper, no pumpkin coach, but the night had turned into magic. She could still hear the way the music had floated out through the balcony door

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