Description: The Creeping Chapter One I''m the lucky one; or at least that''s what they say. I''m here to squint up at Independence Day fireworks under an orange-hued moon; to fidget in the violet organza of my junior prom dress; to toast under the midwestern sun while sipping peach fizzies lakeside. But sometimes the luck is harder to see. I was relieved when Jeanie''s parents moved to the opposite side of town; when they stopped going out in public. Finally, their sideways glances, forever sizing me up, would stop. Naturally, they wondered why I''d been spared and Jeanie hadn''t. Was I growing up to be something special? Was I worth it? By the way their faces always pinched together--mouths pursed, brows touching, eyes narrowed into slits--it was obvious they found me lacking. But who wouldn''t be? Remember that when you judge me too quickly. Remember that I''m a product of something scary and mysterious. People who didn''t even know Jeanie won''t stop talking about it. I lived it. How else could I have turned out? There''s a burden to being the one left behind, even though I don''t remember a pinch of it. A weight always pressing down on me, like Jeanie''s lifeless body is forever hitching a piggyback, steering me with her sticky hands coiled in my hair. I can''t escape her, and I resent it. Because if I''m being honest, Jeanie probably would have grown up to be nothing more than average. She was chunky at six, her fleshy cheeks nearly swallowing up her pinprick eyes. While all the other kindergarteners were learning to read, she couldn''t write her own name. She was the alto with a lisp in a pack of singsongy chirping little girls. I know you shouldn''t say nasty things about the dead, but since she never had the chance to become something, it''s unfair that everyone assumes that if she had, it would have been bright and shiny. At six Jeanie was one of those dull pennies forgotten on the sidewalk that everyone steps over but no one stoops to pick up; she wouldn''t have been a diamond at seventeen. Even still, if I could remember her at all, I''m sure I would miss her. I''m told I loved her. But since I don''t remember her, and everything I know about her is because of what others say, the best I can do is gratitude. Jeanie''s a ghost I owe my life to. After all, if I''d been alone that day, it could have been me who was taken. Jeanie is why I''m here, resting on the banks of Prior Lake, watching my three best friends propel their bikini-clad bodies from a rope swing, practically buzzing with giddiness over the promise of a whole two months with no school. "So let me get this straight," Cole squeals with delight over the scent of gossip. "You don''t remember one single freaking thing about that day? Zip. Zero. Nada. Nothing?" She tilts her head and gawks at me incredulously from where she stands toeing the water. Michaela and Zoey continue hiking up the rocky bank. They''ve spent the afternoon scrambling to the top of a large boulder to swing through the air shrieking as they drop into the crystalline lake from a fraying rope. Besides, they''ve heard this story a million times. Every parent in Savage has whispered it as a warning to their kids, voices hushed and foreboding. Every kid rolls their eyes like it could never happen to them. "Seriously. I don''t remember a thing," I repeat for the third time, forcing a smile. Cole''s only been in Savage for four weeks, and she''s a breath of fresh air with her diamond nose stud, ex-hippie parents who smoke pot on the weekends, and the breathy enthusiasm she says everything with--like the world''s a dazzling present laid at her feet. I''ve been chipping my coral-colored nail polish off during Cole''s third degree, and I brush the shards from my lap. I look dejectedly at the frumpy lavender swimsuit I''m wearing. I couldn''t find my new white halter, and I hope Taylor and his boys don''t pick today to surprise us. Taylor Martinson and I have been flirting for months, and I''ve been playing it distant and disinterested. Zoey says playing hard to get is the only way to sink your talons in a boy. And she would know. Zoey''s gone out with as many guys as me, Cole, and Michaela combined. But I am interested. Interested in his lazily crooked smile; his stormy blue eyes; his velvety laugh that leaves my stomach flip-flopping; the way he pours himself into chairs, reclining, stretching long, tan limbs out to take up every inch of space, head cocked back, half laughing like nothing is ever for real. The only iffy thing about him is the couple of lacrosse boys--the "scum brigade"--he hangs out with. They''re basically like dogs: Any girl''s leg will do. And while that alone wouldn''t eek me out, how dishonest they are about it does. They prey on underclass girls with promises of prom and happily ever after. Once the girls give it up, the boys give them the ax. I don''t hold that against Taylor, though. He probably bonded with those boys over tetherball and roly-polies on the playground in kindergarten. If you consider that, he''s loyal to stay friends with them. It''s doubtful that Taylor and his "bros" could find us here. This is Zoey''s and my special hideaway. We''re at least a mile away from the nearest cabin, way off the beaten path, and across town from the beaches of Blackdog Lake, where our classmates go for bonfires and swimming. We spend every summer in this spot, dallying away the afternoons, sunbathing topless to get rid of tan lines, and sneaking hard lemonades. When we were younger, Zoey''s brother Caleb used to bait fishing lines for us in this exact spot. It''s where I had my first kiss in the summer after the fourth grade with Sam Worth. His palms were sweating so profusely he kept wiping them on his jeans. His eyes were scrunched closed, and his lips hovered an inch from mine until I grabbed his shirt collar and pulled until our mouths met. It''s where I had my second kiss, which I lied and said was my first, with Scott Townsend three years later. It''s where Zoey went to third base for the first time and was covered in poison oak blisters for two weeks. It''s a special spot, sheltered from prying eyes and anyone''s expectations but our own. Cole plops down on her beach towel next to mine and dips her head back, basking in the sun. Thousands of miles from the ocean and she manages to have beach-wavy hair, as if her enthusiasm is generating static electricity. "I mean, oh my gosh. How do you not remember anything?" The cadence of her voice makes her California accent exaggerated. I think she does it on purpose, but it''s cute rather than annoying. "No idea. For the first few years they sent me to shrinks, therapists, psychotherapists. Eventually, the cops talked my mom into bringing me to a hypnotist who was a total wacko and made me lie on a purple velvet couch as she burned incense and pretended to delve into my mind." For some reason I lower my voice as I continue. "But no dice. I never remembered a thing. Just like it happened to someone else." And in some ways it did. I was six years old then, and now I''m just past my seventeenth birthday. I don''t remember anything from that entire day or anything specific from any day before. It''s like someone reached inside my head and scrambled my memory from that afternoon, leaving me with only my name and my parents'' faces. My earliest memory is of Zoey, stealing a chocolate marshmallow egg out of my Easter basket, the year after it happened. That''s more fitting than you know, since Zoey is a total savage. But she''s my savage, and I love her more than I love anyone and anything. "But doesn''t it frighten you to be out here?" Cole gestures encompassingly at the wilderness around us. I want to answer: not usually. "Not at all," I say instead. "The trees didn''t spring to life and eat Jeanie. Whoever took her didn''t have anything to do with the woods. If I wanted to avoid the forest in Savage, I''d have to be a hermit." Zoey swings on the rope and screams, "Boring conversation!" as she plunges into the water. Fat droplets of lake rain down on us, and Cole sniffs indignantly. "Well, excuse me if this is the most fascinating thing I''ve ever heard. I mean, two little girls are playing in the front yard, they vanish, and then only one comes back. Creepy." A chill runs from the nape of my neck down my spine. I glance over my shoulder and squint into the woods. I''m usually an unshakable pro at recounting this story--even as a precocious third grader narrating the tale for show-and-tell--but there''s something about today that makes me want to whisper its details, hushed and mumbled so the trees can''t hear. "Don''t forget the bit about Stella''s hair being braided. Her mom swore it was in piggies when she dropped her off, but she came back with a French braid." Zoey smacks her lips salaciously as she wades through the shallows and out of the lake. Her blond pixie-length hair hangs in her eyes, and she adjusts her too-tiny bikini top. Zoey has huge boobs; her favorite hobby is making them look even bigger by wearing the scantest triangles to cover up little more than nipple. Zoey is my oldest friend. She was supposed to be there that day, picking juicy red strawberries from the tangle of vines that lined the dirt lane in front of Jeanie''s house, the day Jeanie disappeared. Caleb came down with chicken pox the night before, and their mom put Zoey on lockdown. Funny that an infectious virus likely saved Zoey''s life. I can''t help but wonder w

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