This spare, haunting, coming-of-age tale is the story of Jo, who is barely three years old when her mother runs off with a lover. Suddenly this child finds herself alone nights while her father works the swing shift, cowering in a house once full of the laughter and free love sweeping across Europe in the early 1970s.
In lyrical, incisive prose, Zoe Jenny describes Jo's hunt for love's meaning and repercussions. In her teens Jo falls into dangerous sexual liaisons and experiments with the drug Ecstasy, lured by their feel-good promises. At seventeen, she embarks on a search for the mother who abandoned her. Ultimately, it is the discovery of her mother's own demons that brings about a bittersweet reconciliation of childhood fantasies and adult reality.