Description: 0.1 When we were young in Embassytown, we played a game with coins and coin-sized crescent offcuts from a workshop. We always did so in the same place, by a particular house, beyond the rialto in a steep-sloping backstreet of tenements, where advertisements turned in colours under the ivy. We played in the smothered light of those old screens, by a wall we christened for the tokens we played with. I remember spinning a heavy two-sou piece on its edge and chanting as it went, turnabout, incline, pig-snout, sunshine , until it wobbled and fell. The face that showed and the word I''d reached when the motion stopped would combine to specify some reward or forfeit. I see myself clearly in wet spring and in summer, with a deuce in my hand, arguing over interpretations with other girls and with boys. We would never have played elsewhere, though that house, about which and about the inhabitant of which there were stories, could make us uneasy. Like all children we mapped our hometown carefully, urgently and idiosyncratically. In the market we were less interested in the stalls than in a high cubby left by lost bricks in a wall, that we always failed to reach. I disliked the enormous rock that marked the town''s edge, that had been split and set again with mortar (for a purpose I did not yet know), and the library, the crenellations and armature of which felt unsafe to me. We all loved the collegium for the smooth plastone of its courtyard, on which tops and hovering toys travelled for metres. We were a hectic little tribe and constables would frequently challenge us, but we needed only say, ''It''s alright sir, madam, we have to just...'' and keep on. We would come fast down the steep and crowded grid of streets, past the houseless automa of Embassytown, with animals running among us or by us on low roofs and, while we might pause to climb trees and vines, we always eventually reached the interstice. At this edge of town the angles and piazzas of our home alleys were interrupted by at first a few uncanny geometries of Hosts'' buildings; then more and more, until our own were all replaced. Of course we would try to enter the Host city, where the streets changed their looks, and brick, cement or plasm walls surrendered to other more lively materials. I was sincere in these attempts but comforted that I knew I''d fail. We''d compete, daring each other to go as far as we could, marking our limits. ''We''re being chased by wolves, and we have to run,'' or ''Whoever goes furthest''s vizier,'' we said. I was the third-best southgoer in my gang. In our usual spot, there was a Hostnest in fine alien colours tethered by creaking ropes of muscle to a stockade, that in some affectation the Hosts had fashioned like one of our wicker fences. I''d creep up on it while my friends whistled from the crossroads. See images of me as a child and there''s no surprise: my face then was just my face now not-yet-finished, the same suspicious mouth-pinch or smile, the same squint of effort that sometimes got me laughed at later, and then as now I was rangy and restless. I''d hold my breath and go forward on a lungful through where the airs mixed, past what was not quite a hard border but was still remarkably abrupt a gaseous transition, breezes sculpted with nanotech particle-machines and consummate atmosphere artistry, to write Avice on the white wood. Once on a whim of bravado I patted the nest''s flesh anchor where it interwove the slats. It felt as taut as a gourd. I ran back, gasping, to my friends. ''You touched it.'' They said that with admiration. I stared at my hand. We would head north to where aeoli blew, and compare our achievements. A quiet, well-dressed man lived in the house where we played with coins. He was a source of local disquiet. Sometimes he came out while we were gathered. He would regard us and purse his lips in what might have been greeting or disapproval, before he turned and walked. We thought we understood what he was. We were wrong, of course, but we''d picked up whatever we had from around the place and considered him broken and his presence inappropriate. ''Hey,'' I said more than once to my friends, when he emerged, pointing at him behind his back, ''hey.'' We would follow when we were brave, as he walked alleys of hedgerow toward the river or a market, or in the direction of the archive ruins or the Embassy. Twice I think one of us jeered nervously. Passers-by instantly hushed us. ''Have some respect,'' an altoysterman told us firmly. He put down his basket of shellfish and aimed a quick cuff at Yohn, who had shouted. The vendor watched the old man''s back. I remember suddenly knowing, though I didn''t have the words to express it, that not all his anger was directed at us, that those tutting in our faces were disapproving, at least in part, of the man. ''They''re not happy about where he lives,'' said that evening''s shiftfather, Dad Berdan, when I told him about it. I told the story more than once, describing the man we had followed carefully and confusedly, asking the Dad about him. I asked him why the neighbours weren''t happy and he smiled in embarrassment and kissed me goodnight. I stared out of my window and didn''t sleep. I watched the stars and the moons, the glimmering of Wreck. I can date the following events precisely, as they occurred on the day after my birthday. I was melancholic in a way I''m now amused by. It was late afternoon. It was the third sixteenth of September, a Dominday. I was sitting alone, reflecting on my age (absurd little Buddha!), spinning my birthday money by the coin wall. I heard a door open but I didn''t look up, so it may have been seconds that the man from the house stood before me while I played . When I realised I looked up at him in bewildered alarm. ''Girl,'' he said. He beckoned. ''Please come with me.'' I don''t remember considering running. What could I do, it seemed, but obey? His house was astonishing. There was a long room full of dark colours, cluttered with furniture, screens and figurines. Things were moving, automa on their tasks. We had creepers on the walls of our nursery but nothing like these shining black-leaved sinews in ogees and spirals so perfect they looked like prints. Paintings covered the walls, and plasmings, their movements altering as we entered. Information changed on screens in antique frames. Hand-sized ghosts moved among pot-plants on a trid like a mother-of-pearl games board. ''Your friend.'' The man pointed at his sofa. On it lay Yohn. I said his name. His booted feet were up on the upholstery, his eyes were closed. He was red and wheezing. I looked at the man, afraid that whatever he''d done to Yohn, as he must have done, he would do to me. He did not meet my eyes, instead, fussing with a bottle. ''They brought him to me,'' he said. He looked around, as if for inspiration on how to speak to me. ''I''ve called the constables.'' He sat me on a stool by my barely breathing friend and held out a glass of cordial to me. I stared at it suspiciously until he drank from it himself, swallowed and showed me he had by sighing with his mouth open. He put the vessel in my hand. I looked at his neck, but I could not see a link. I sipped what he had given me. ''The constables are coming,'' he said. ''I heard you playing. I thought it might help him to have a friend with him. You could hold his hand.'' I put the glass down and did so. ''You could tell him you''re here, tell him he''ll be alright.'' ''Yohn, it''s me, Avice.'' After a silence I patted Yohn on the shoulder. ''I''m here. You''ll be alright, Yohn.'' My concern was quite real. I looked up for more instructions, and the man shook his head and laughed. ''Just hold his hand then,'' he said. ''What happened, sir?'' I said. ''They found him. He went too far.'' Poor Yohn looked very sick. I knew what he''d done. Yohn was the second-best southgoer in our group. He couldn''t compete with Simmon, the best of all, but Yohn could write his name on the picket fence several slats further than I. Over some weeks I''d strained to hold my breath longer and longer, and my marks had been creeping closer to his. So he must have been secretly practicing. He''d run too far from the breath of the aeoli. I could imagine him gasping, letting his mouth open and sucking in air with the sour bite of the interzone, trying to go back but stumbling with the toxins, the lack of clean oxygen. He might have been down, unconscious, breathing that nasty stew for minutes. ''They brought him to me,'' the man said again. I made a tiny noise as I suddenly noticed that, half-hidden by a huge ficus, something was moving. I don''t know how I''d failed to see it. It was a Host. It stepped to the centre of the carpet. I stood immediately, out of the respect I''d been taught and my child''s fear. The Host came forward with its swaying grace, in complicated articulation. It looked at me, I think: I think the constellation of forked skin that was its lustreless eyes regarded me. It extended and reclenched a limb. I thought it was reaching for me. ''It''s waiting to see the boy''s taken,'' the man said. ''If he gets better it''ll be because of our Host here. You should say thank you.'' I did so and the man smiled. He squatted beside me, put his hand on my shoulder. Together we looked up at the strangely moving presence. ''Little egg,'' he said, kindly. ''You know it can''t hear you? Or, well... that it hears you but only as noise? But you''re a good girl, polite.'' He gave me some inadequately sweet adult conf

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