Description: Beacon Departure "I can get you a cheaper ticket if you let me amputate your legs: I can even take your thighs as a deposit," said the travel agent. He was clearly trying hard to be helpful: "It''s not as if you''ll need them where you''re going, is it?" "Is it possible to find a better price by booking me on a different routing?" I asked. "I''m very attached to my limbs." (Quaint and old-fashioned, that''s me.) "Also," I hedged, "I don''t have much fast money." The agent sighed. His two eyes were beautiful: enormous violet photoreceptors that gleamed with a birefringent sheen. "Ms. Alizond. Krina. How can I put this? That could be a problem." He hesitated for only a moment: "Do you have any longer-term funds? Anything you can convert . . . ?" I shook my head. "I only got here ten days--sorry, about a million seconds--ago, and I haven''t had time to cash in any investments. I need to get to Shin-Tethys as fast as possible." He looked pained. It was a warning sign I recognized well--he was on the cusp of deciding that I was just another penniless refugee, and any moment now he was going to slam down the shutters: Why are you wasting my time? I''d done it myself often enough to recognize the symptoms. "I converted everything I had into slow money before I emigrated, as viscous as possible," I said hastily. At least he didn''t tell me to get out of his office. I could see his cupidity battling his cynicism-- is she delusional ? Cupidity won, narrowly: "Everything you''ve got is in slow money? Then how have you been eating?" "Badly." He''d finally stepped out of role, revealing irrelevant curiosity; that was an opening I could use. Pathos first: "I''ve been sleeping on park benches and eating municipal gash to reduce my outgoings." (The raw, unprocessed hydrocarbon feedstock is vile but free: the good burghers of Taj Beacon provide it because it''s cheaper than employing police to pacify the lumpen cattle by force.) "What cents I have I can''t afford to up-convert in a hurry." "So you''ve gone long? All the way long, everything locked down in slow money? Not even some medium dollars?" His eyes widened very slightly at the hint of cents, plural--which meant I had his full and undivided attention. Gotcha . He smoothly pivoted into oleaginous deference: "But surely you''re aware that as little as a tenth of a slow cent could buy you a month in the most palatial palazzo in--" "Yes, I''m very much aware of that." I had my opening. Now I narrowed my eyes and cut back on the vulnerability: I wanted him to want to make me feel I owed him some payback at a future time, not drool all over my wallet in the present. "I don''t want to sell my soul just yet. I really don''t. What I want to do is get to Shin-Tethys with all possible speed, using only fast money, cash in hand. Maybe when I''ve completed my work, and it''s time to head home, I''ll be able to splash out, charter a luxury yacht . . ." "Oh." He looked crestfallen. "Well, I''m not sure that''s going to be possible, Sera Alizond. You see, you''re too late." "Um?" He appeared to be entirely sincere. This was not what I wanted to hear! What I wanted was for this small-time hustler to go out of his way to get me a quiet unobtrusive berth, in hope of a payoff down the line. "If you''d incarnated just ten million seconds ago, I had passenger berths down to Shin-Tethys coming out of my ears, going unsold! But we''re past inferior conjunction now, heading toward superior, and you won''t get a straight transfer orbit for love or favors. Your only option is to pay for additional delta vee, and that costs real money. Not to mention that there''s a huge mass penalty. You''d need to charter a capsule specifically for . . ." He trailed off and glanced at my legs again, then did a double take. "Unless . . ." He glanced into his desktop, finger-doodled some questions to an invisible amanuensis: "Please excuse me, I was looking for passenger vessels. It might be possible for me to arrange a working passage for you if you have any appropriate skills." He paused again, his timing perfect. I couldn''t help but admire his expert manipulation even as I resented it. "You said you came in from, was it Hector? They have Fragiles there, don''t they. Tell me, would you have a problem working with meatsacks?" "Meat?" I didn''t have to feign surprise. "I don''t think so . . ." I was about to volunteer my profession, but he focused on his desktop again, shutting me out. "There''s an opening for a ship-hand in the labor-exchange listing." Into which he was, of course, plugged, the better to earn his commission as a recruiter. "Let me see . . ." He referred to the desktop clipped to the wall beside him. "It''s on board a religious vehicle--a chapel--that''s en route to Shin-Tethys. It''s not exactly a fast liner, but it''s better than a minimum-energy cargo pod. They put in for repairs here because of some sort of technical trouble, and they''ve only just got it sorted out. Let''s see . . . the requirement is for semi- or unskilled labor, but you need to be able to work in standard gravity, and more importantly, be of traditional bodily form, which rules out a lot of people. It''s conditional on your satisfying the sailing master about your piety," he added by way of a warning. "I can''t help you there. The interview is entirely up to you. They''re supposed to provide training on the job. That''ll be fifty dollars fast, refundable if you don''t get the berth. Assuming you want it and can afford--" "I do, and I can." It was cheaper than I could have hoped for, and I had no problem with the idea of a working passa it would help avoid the tedium of a long-duration flight. Delayed by some sort of problem. Their misfortune: my profit. I held out a hand and flashed it, allowing the numinous glow of hot cash to light up the chromatophores in the webbing between my fingers. "It''s just the Church of the Fragile, yes? Pious worshippers tending to the holy flesh, keeping it from rotting as they fulfill their mission to the stars?" "That''s my understanding." He nodded. "That, and routine cleaning chores. They may be religious, but they''re pragmatists. As long as you''re not heretically inclined . . . ?" "No, nothing like that!" Tending meat: In all our years, I don''t think any of my lineage has ever done that. But beggars can''t be choosers--not even mendicant scholars masquerading as beggars. We shook on the deal, and his palm flickered red, the escrow lock pulsing rapidly. "I''ll just be going. If you''d maybe tell me where . . . ?" "Certainly." He smiled, evidently pleased with himself, then passed me the coordinates. "You want Node Six, Docking Attachment Delta. The Blessed Chapel of Our Lady of the Holy Restriction Endonuclease is parked outside--in quarantine because of the meat. That''s normal in such circumstances, you know. Ask for Deacon Dennett. They will be expecting you." What I was unaware of: I had a stalker. Most people are autonomes; self-owning, self-directed, conscious. It is the glory and tragedy of autonomes that they experience the joy of self-and the terror of the ultimate dissolution of self into nonexistence at the end of life. You are an autonome: So am I. The stalker was not an autonome. Despite looking outwardly human and imprinted with a set of human memories, the cortical nodes within its skull were not configured to give rise to a sense of self. The person who sent the stalker believed that consciousness was a liability and a handicap that might impair its ability to fulfill its mission: to hunt down and kill me. The stalker had a full briefing on me, but didn''t know much about what I was doing in Dojima System, other than the fact of my arrival and its instructions for my disposal. I later learned that my stalker beamed into Taj Beacon barely a million seconds after I did. We''d both been sent more than a decade earlier, via the beacon in high orbit around GJ 785: Our packet streams overlapped for months as the Taj Beacon buffered and checksummed, decrypted and decompressed, and finally downloaded two neural streams onto soul chips for installation in newly built bodies, paid for by the slow money draft signed and attached at the origin of our transmission. I awakened first, my new body molded to a semblance of my previous phenotype by the configuration metadata attached to the soul transmission. I completed the immigration formalities and left the arrivals hall before the killer opened its eyes. While I was on Taj Beacon, I was unaware of its existence. But I found out all too soon. The travel agent''s office was a fabric bag attached to one of the structural trusses that braced the vast, free-fall souk at the heart of Taj Beacon''s commons. I really hated the souk; having gotten what I went there for, I ran away as fast as I could. I confess to you that I lied to the travel agent about my assets. When I arrived, almost the first thing I did was to cautiously convert a couple of slow cents into fast money. I did it reluctantly. The best slow-to-fast exchange rate I could find here was usurious--I took a 92-percent hit on the public rate, never mind what a relative would have fronted me--but to up-convert with full and final settlement via the issuing bank would take nearly a billion seconds: It''s not called slow money for nothing. I was not, in fact, sleeping on park benches and subsisting on raw hydrocarbon slurry: But I saw no need to advertise the fact that I had 7.02 slow dollars signed and sealed to my soul

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