Description: DAW TRADEMARK REGISTERED U.S. PAT. AND TM. OFF. AND FOREIGN COUNTRIES --MARCA REGISTRADA HECHO EN U.S.A. contents ACKNOWLEDGMENTS prologue I HADN''T ATTENDED a trial in Heaven before--not in person. They don''t happen that often, for one thing. But wait, O wise angel , I hear you say. How can there be trials in Heaven? Which is a perfectly good question, because once you''ve made it to the Big Happy you should be golden, right? You''ve been judged righteous or you wouldn''t get in, and after that you''re doing the work of the Highest, so how could you go wrong? Well, first of all, there''s the whole Free Will thing--people and angels have to be free to make mistakes, or else we live in a clockwork universe where everything''s predetermined and perfect. Most of the time Heaven does seem like that, a flock of serene shiny creatures living in complete harmony, a hive of buzzing happiness and shared purpose. But we all know that in nature, no matter how well any system works, there''s always a couple of dumbass birds heading north for the winter when everyone else is flying south, or one dipshit salmon belly-surfing down the rapids, yelling, "Whoo, yeah! Check me out!" as he smacks face first into the more sensible fish swimming upstream to spawn. The fact that these unrepresentative idiots freeze and plummet from the sky or die without issue isn''t the point--the point is Free Will, and apparently we angels are capable of poor impulse control just like everybody else. Thus, there are trials in Heaven, and I was about to attend my first. Although "attend" is a bit misleading, I admit. It wasn''t really my first, because I''d been aware of several other trials. Here in the Happy Place you can know about important things like that and even follow them closely without actually being present, although it''s hard to explain, because--duh--it''s another Heaven thing. Imagine sitting in a crowded bar when the playoffs are on and a local team is involved: you don''t have to stay glued to the screen to know what''s going on in the game; you can pick up what''s happening in a dozen different ways. And that''s how I''d done my trial-watching in the past. But this trial was going to be different, and so I had secured myself an excellent seat, front row center. The poor bastard angel on trial was going to face the full weight of Heaven''s judgement, and the entire Shining City was full of anticipation. The Hall of Justice sparkled and throbbed with the light of watching angels, angels who wanted more than just a general feeling about this trial, who wanted to experience it up close and personal. I thought I even saw my boss, Archangel Temuel (who us angelic grunts usually called "The Mule") not too far away. The crowd of the Saved, jostling each other in the massive shining hall despite being only semi-tangible (another Heaven thing which doesn''t really translate), began to murmur with anticipation as the jury appeared, a row of blooming angelic flames that represented the great and the good--in fact some of the very greatest and goodest that our Third Sphere had to offer. I recognized them all. " We Are Convened In The Sight Of The Highest To Do Justice. " These words came from the diamond-faceted white light that represented Terentia, a powerful angel who was acting as master of ceremonies. The other four heavenly judges, Karael, Raziel, Anaita, and Chamuel watched silently from beside her, their flames lined up like a menorah on Hanukkah Day Five. " God Loves You All ," Terentia added, then turned her attention to me. "Angel Advocate Doloriel, You Are Accused Of Conspiring Against Heaven''s Laws. In Addition To Several Crimes, You Are Also Charged With The Sins Of Wrath, Pride, Envy, And Avarice, All Most Dreadful. If You Are Found Guilty, You Will Be Cast From Heaven And Into The Unholy Pit, There To Dwell In Suffering For Eternity. Do You Have Any Questions Before We Begin?" So, yeah, the reason I had such a good seat was because I was the one on trial. And if you''ve got questions, believe me, so did I--probably the same ones, in fact, beginning with "How did I get here?" and "How do I get out of here again?" But for reasons I''ll explain as I go, I didn''t think it would do me any good to ask. "Look, you''ve already decided what you''re going to do," I said, with what I hoped came off as a tough, cold-blooded calm I sure didn''t feel. "Let''s cut to the chase, because we all know the fun part is going to be the sentencing." But wait, I hear you say. How did you wind up on trial in Heaven, Bobby Dollar? How could such a thing happen to you, one of Heaven''s most beloved and respected angels? Oh, yeah, that''s hilarious. Kick a guy when he''s on trial for his immortal soul just to get a cheap laugh, why don''t you? You really want to hear how I wound up here? I guess it started with a dream I had. one just an angel THE WOOD was stacked higher than the heads of the catcalling spectators. On top of the mountainous pyre, the prisoner sagged against the stake like something unreal, a discarded shop-window dummy or a forgotten toy. The condemned wore a soldier''s gleaming armor, but the slightness of the figure told a different story. This was a woman about to be burned. This was St. Joan. She lifted her head and looked out across the crowded town square. Our eyes met. I saw the pale white-gold hair, the eyes red as blood, and my heart went cold. This wasn''t the Maid of Orleans, it was Caz-- my Caz, my beautiful demon-woman, the creature who had both captured and endangered my soul. Someone set fire to the stacked wood. The kindling caught first, freeing wisps of white smoke that quickly rose and spread around her feet. Within moments the flames began to climb the sides of the pyre, painting the rising smoke with sunset tones. Caz struggled against her bonds, more and more desperate as the fire rose. I couldn''t move. I opened my mouth and tried to call to her, but I couldn''t speak, either. I was frozen, helpless. When she needed me most, I couldn''t do a thing. "I can''t reach you!" she cried, coils of smoke climbing her writhing body like snakes. "Oh, Bobby! I can''t reach you!" Then her words turned to shrieks. Flames leaped high into the air, until I could hardly make her out through the shimmer of heat. Her struggling figure, the smoke, the buildings in the background, all bent and wavered as if under water. Then, through the rising, spreading cloud, I saw a clutter in the air above her--winged shapes, dropping from the sky. Hallelujah! The bells of the town began to clang, ringing out the song of redemption. Hallelujah! The winged ones swept down through the smoke--angels, angels coming to save her! But then I saw the shapes more clearly. Maybe it was the warping of the heated air, but these supposed rescuers looked grim and terrible, eyes lightning-bright, wings black as burnt paper and glowing at the edges as though fire were their natural element. Angels, I wondered, or demons? Coming to save her--or drag her back to endless torment? Paralyzed, silent, I could only watch as the bells grew louder, louder. Hallelujah! HAH-lay-loo-yah! HAH-lay-loo-yah! * * * I lurched upright, my blanket tangled around me. The room was dark except for a little bit of streetlight creeping in between the cheap curtains. No flames, no smoke, but my phone kept beeping out that horrible joke melody over and over. HAH-lay-loo-yah! My phone. It was just my phone. Yeah, I thought through the pounding of my heart and the slow gathering of my confused thoughts . Fuck you, Handel--and your fucking Chorus, too. And fuck whoever in Heaven decided to use it as our ringtone. After knocking half the crap off my nightstand, I found the phone and then the "talk" button. The hosanna-ing finally stopped. "What?" My pulse was banging like I had stumbled off a cliff into empty air. "This better be good or someone''s gonna die." "Someone already did." It was Alice from the downtown office--our local branch of Heaven''s management. "You''ve got a client, Dollar." She gave me the details like she was reading a shopping list. "Go get ''em, cowboy. And maybe you wouldn''t be such a grumpy piece of shit if you didn''t drink yourself to sleep." She hung up before any witty replies occurred to me. "I can''t reach you!" Caz had cried in my dream. And I couldn''t reach her, either, because we were separated by much more than distance. One of us was in Hell. The other one only felt that way. As I lay there waiting for the morning''s first flood of black hopelessness to pass, I heard a scuffling noise on the other side of the wall near my head. I''d noticed it earlier when I was going to bed, and had put it down to rats, or possibly one of the neighbors in the adjoining apartment scraping something off the wall. This time it went on for a while, a repetitive skritch-skritch-a-skritch that quickly got on my nerves. Finally I thumped the wall with my fist and everything went silent. I wasn''t crazy about my new digs in the downmarket Tierra Green apartments, but things and people that wanted to hurt me kept finding out where I lived, so lately I hadn''t been able to stay in any one place for long. And I hate moving. Between my girlfriend-on-fire nightmare and the noise in the walls, it took me a good minute or two dunking my head in a sink full of cold water before I could calm down enough to get my mind to focus on work. Angel advocate , I reminded myself. Somebody ne

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